DESTINED BE ABNORMAL

normal..

a simple word that I've never found in my dictionary...

everything surrounds me is abnormal..everything i did was far away from normal..even i have 2 reach my happiness abnormally..

i want be normal,though only once..feel that normal smile,that normal love,that normal path,that normal laugh,love,life...

but i'm destined to be not normal...

but HE creates me abnormal..n then i see my life's just a group of mistakes ...

i'm sick of this...

should i give up n end everything?

god, u made me abnormal...

but i'm just ordinary little woman...

i cant pass it through anymore,

it's the peak of never ending tiring episodes of my life!

just want to close my eyes n forget everything

,then if i can wake up for once-

i want be normal,god!